- Thursday, October 23, 2008 -
)): feeling so depressed. and i still cannot imagine i drop/lost something so important to me. something that stayed by myside daily for the past 2 years plus and now it is gone... ): it was the first of something that was given to me and i dont know how i drop/lost it. my angel, my darling angel. ): what's worst to add on to it was that im having this super bad headache that has been with me since monday. and it doesnt seem to go away no matter how much rest i have or what. any vigrous actions like when i suddenly stand up or look up from writing will trigger my head to pound like crazy. ): sighs... i really hope this recovers and goes away soon. and i hope to have you by my side...
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