You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're ever gonna shake me
Oh darling, cause you'll always be my baby...

Mariah Carey - Always Be My Baby



and yes, time shouldnt be able to erase a feeling this stong. and you will always be my baby deep in my heart.
i love you.

Labels: Randomness, Thoughts

an advanced surprise present from my dearest sweet heart! (: something that he knew i have been eyeing on since a long long long time. haha. last time they only came with orange, blue and green. but for the first time in my life i saw it in hot pink! haha. isnt it awesome? and it was the last in store as well. weeees, im a happy girl. and im happily in loveee! (:
and now, i can snap all my favourite important moments instantly and get it develop right on the spot. haha. lovesloves, thanks my sweets. (:


so excited, there's pretty much to look forward to on my calendar:
- 28th August, my birthday celebration with my dearest cousins
- 30th August, Reef wakefest. Not taking part, but im going down to support my friends!
- 31st August, Teachers' Day company celebration
- 1st September, Teachers' Day!
- 2nd September, MY BIRTHDAY! ((:
- 13th - 14th September, Batam Trip!

and im looking forward to all of those. plus, waiting to watch Wall-E.

Labels: Birthdays, Loves

how time flies and i realized that i have been blogging for 2 and a 1/2 years. reading through my previous months post, it really made me think back about good old memories about the things i did in the past. somehow or rather, i kinda miss my poly days. its like everything is so care free. you dont have to think much about work and stuff. the only problems that we could have was 'how to write today's rj?' or 'my project deadline is due next week!'. and after school, we have time to go shopping, watch movie and stuff.

but now, no such freedom. home from work i gotta prepare lesson plans and lesson materials and stuff. before i know it, it would be close to midnight already. haha. but what's good is that i can sneak a few episode of the taiwan drama i love to watch. haha. however, i dont think i will be able to do it once i start school to pursue my education in early childhood teaching. awwws.

now i really look forward to weekends where i can go out shopping and dine at a restrauant or something. but the downside is that it is always crowded on weekends. i also miss going to wakeboard, hanging out with my wakeboarding friends and stuff. its like you can just laze around and spend the whole day in kallang. however, now we can no longer ride in kallang and i haven been riding for a longg longg time. and i hate the feeling. i really miss wakeboarding much. =/


and as time passes, i feel that i am growing older.
few more days and i will be a teenager no more.

Labels: Rants, Reflections

im pleased with the simple pleasure life brings to me. and i feel so fortunate for everything. (:

from the love of my mum as she prepares honey water for me everyday so my voice would be sweet; to the little smiles from the children as they greet me in the morning; and to listening to my love's voice as he calls me when he does; to the free leisure time to recollect my thoughts. all in all, i've been thinking positively and it helps in making life much more interesting, much more happier.

well, i do have my problems as well. but i believe that so long as i have the courage to face it, i will overcome it and all will be smooth sailing. just like now im pretty stressed about my british council's ielts exam, but i know that i will pass it just fine. (: pleasee wish me luck. haha.




and after that, i can countdown to teachers' day and my birthday.
for the first time in my life, i will be celebrating teachers' day in the shoes of a teacher. and im looking forward to it. (:

Labels: Randomness, Reflections

i love blake lively. the cover page girl on CLEO's september issue. haha. she is sooo super hot, sexy and pretty. ((: okayyy thats way random.

anyways, i have decided that i will try to cut down on negative posts on my blog. for now, i will live life fully each day, treasuring every little pleasure life brings to me in the stuff that i do! like today, im happy to be able to company my mum to the market for breakfast and surprise my love with a little breakfast! haha. spend some nice time catching up and chit chatting. and managed to watch michael phelphs phenomenal swimming performance that gave him 8th gold medal. ((: at least, i know how good he is and i have watched him live. i think he is quite good looking too. hahaha.

congrats to singapore for winning a silver medal in women's team table tennis!
we have waited half a century for it and finally, it came.

its been a good day today. (: for the quality time spend with my loved ones. ending the night with a nice sweet phonecall. (: tomorrow will be a good day at school too. cause i miss all my little babies.



and my birthday is coming!
16 more days to be exact. x)

Labels: Randomness

and the hand food mouth disease (HFMD) is here once again. ): now im soooo senstive to the words "spots", "ulcers", "blisters" and "fever". with this here, i have to wash my hands at least 50 times a day, sterilize my hands once practically after i touch anything which is like 10 mins once. and sterilize everything and anything the children touch, play, or even sit on. which is like everything. the sterilizer becomes my best friend. lol. and hygiene become our tip top priority. anything and everything, cleanliness comes first. ((: but still, i hate to see the children suffer.. please please, all get well.

i need to get well too. i need my voice to teach, sing and communicate with the children. i need to stop my flu and cough... its been daysssss. i really hope i get well soon. and i hope everyone will stay strong and healthy because ultimately, health is the most important asset anyone can have.

it gets sad when my friends ask me, what do i do on weekends and all i got to say is rest at home and eat medicine. but thats what i have been doing for my past weekends. i really hope to get well, go out and go on a really romantic and sweet date. (:


and, since last sat, i miss you.
hope to have you by my side.

Labels: Rants, Work

): i hate stuffy/block/runny nose. it makes me feel miserable to the core.

i cant taste my food and i cant smell anything.
can you imagine, walking pass old change kee, walking into bread talk and walking pass famous amos cookies but not smelling anything at all? what about eating a chocolate cake that everyone exclaimed that its so 'rich' and 'heavenly' but not tasting anything at all? totally no taste, just like plain water cake. and eating a sweet juicy apple but when it enters my mouth its just crunchy watery bits. ): ): ):

it really makes me feel very sad. i hate the feeling of not being able to taste and smell my food. its like nothing to savour, nothing to appreciate. it makes me feel so hopeless.

if only anyone knows how i feeel...
come back tastebuds..
i wish you were here with me.
):

Labels: Rants

sorrry for the lack of updates for a longggg time. x)

been pretty much busy at school with more responsiblities as the days go by. now every week i have to submit lesson plans for my class's reading program. on top of that, at the end of each lesson, we have to do a evaluation report based on our teaching and the kids learning that day. doesnt it remind you so much about RJ (reflection journals)?

and how time flies, i have already been working there for a month! and through this month, sadly, i fell sick twice. one was just few days back. and it started cause i was shouting too much during assembly to teach the little ones the national day cheer. ): in the past i could make it through a year maybe only falling sick once. however now, i fall sick twice in a month! )): but through the month, i also pick up alot of teaching skills from the teachers on how to conduct lessons and how to control the little kids in class. but im not that good at it yet, so theres still much for me to learn!

happy 43rd birthday singapore.
yesterday was national day and it was a quiet celebration this year. looking around my district, besides the banners that sway in the wind from the lampost by the road and the rare few flags that flew from the balcony of hdb flats, there were nothing else. it was a quiet celebration. unlike other years whereby every household will hang there flag out to their balcony and everywhere you go, you see the bright red and white flag.

for me, i spent the day merely resting at home and watching taiwan dramas and drafting lesson plans for the week. haha. so boring. but im looking forward to the day my love gets back from field camp! haha.

and im waiting for my sexy-sore-throatish voice to go away!



hugs. <3

Labels: Festive, Work

pretty sunset isnt it?


sometimes after a hard day at work, a little smile; wave or a scream to say 'byebye teacher shirley' brightens up my day! (: no matter how naughty they were in the day, everything seems to be forgotten. and the next day, they will enter my class as a cute little baby i would pinch! haha. but well, when they get naughty, i get angry again. haha.

there's this thing about kids that you cannot stay angry with them for long. x)

and today is friendship day.
so to all my friends out there, be it from primary school, secondary school, poly or work, even those whom i am not contact with anymore, thanks for entering my life. even if it is just a day or even months, you have already made an impact in my life and left your footsteps behind. (: and for my close friends, you will know who you are, thanks for being there for me during my down moments to cheer me up and going through important segments of my life with me.

all my friends, I LOVE YOU.
and i really treasure our friendship.

***


This is a special dedication to my dearest val darling:

we have been friends for 8 years already and its my longest friendship lasting to this date. we have been through so much together since the start of sec 1 where we thought that we were in the same class during primary 1. haha. through the years, we have been through together numerous number of happiness and saddness together since sec 1, sec 2, sec 3, sec 4, poly and through the mugging for exams, gossiping session, shopping enjoyments, wakeboarding and stuff that helped to bring our friendship thus far. each year together with you carries different memories for us. lets keep in touch all the way till we grow old and hagged okay! haha. remember to ask me to be your brides' maid on your wedding day! hahaha. x)

I LOVE YOU MY DEAREST BEST FRIEND! (:

Labels: Festive, Friends, Loves